I will tell you a secret...
I am nothing but a shadow in the wind.
Shimmering, never properly seen,
unknown as a kiss always dreamed,
but never felt.
I am only a scent
carried by the air,
sometimes of roses and sometimes of graves,
strange mixture of pleasure and despair
and I am not real
but I am here,
never have been and aways will be.
I will tell you a secret:
I am the moonshine,
silver and skeleton, dancing and dead...
A farewell corona of the sun dying in eclipse
a shine and the dark,
all together pain and smiles,
the blood and the bile and the honey,
sweet as dream...
I will tell you a secret:
I am your secret...and even you don't know me,
you know me so well...
Hidden in plain open,
word never spoken,
an image drawn in eyes for a moment,
but a moment only and no more.
I am the scream never shouted
the tear never cried,
still sparkling in your eye
even when you sleep.
And I am yours forever,
as you will be mine never
and I am of pain...the pain,
that will never go away.